Stephen & Angela's Wedding

Stephen & Angela's Wedding. I really enjoyed it. Congrats to both of you! View a few more @ www.flickr.com/timferguson

Let's be real.

 I'd like to be a realist. But if I were to be true to myself, I'd definitely be a dreamer. I guess I just need to find that balance.

Here are some wedding photos I've taken/edited with Living Faith Photography. Also, a few photos from some shows I've done in the last couple weeks. SFSU, Cafe Lift & The SJ Library were all great places to share the music. We met soo many people and we'll definitely be back! :]

Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BOYS! ANDREW, CHRIS, JEREL & STEVEN

The End Is Near?

"The IHC's comprehensive research has confirmed with 94% certainty that in the year 2012 cataclysmic forces will decimate our planet and much of its inhabitants"

- The IHC: The Institute for Human Continuity

Man. The world doesn't look so good in the next 3 years. All this solar activity and awareness has really got me thinking. If this, in fact, is the end of the world, I won't be able to have my own family. I'll still be in college, trying to making something of myself when ultimately, that hard earned 3.0 GPA is achieved only to watch the Earth crumble beyond my very eyes. I want to live. I want to grow old. I want to die peacefully. Not like this.

But this doesn't mean that anyone should stop trying. I, myself, will do it as big as I can. I feel that I'm on to some great things. In 3 years, hopefully I've accomplished the inexplicable. No, not getting famous. I just want to exceed my own expectations. Personally, I'd like to be prepared. By that time, I'll be mentally ready for a volcano to wash me away. I just want to know, deep down, that I did all I could before the end of the world, anticipated to be December 2012. Thoughts?

"2012 is Eternity, brother.

This is the end of the line.

No one can return.

This is Forever."

- Lord Pakal Ahau

New Year's Resolutions & Goals

THIS IS MY GOAL.

1. Do better in school. This is way past due.

2.Get in shape! This shit's serious! haha

3. Learn to Moon Walk. Mmm!

4. Stop cursing. Yes. It is true. I need to better myself!

Confused & Lost

"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want." - Ben Stein

"A lie can travel halfway around the world while the truth is putting on its shoes" - Mark Twain

Internal Struggle

I'm sure everyone goes through this. I do a lot of thinking. My head can be in the wrong places a lot of the time. I have so many things to think about. I usually struggle with this: whether to situate certain things emotionally or logically. Should we think with our hearts or our minds? Any thoughts?

Hope

I'm just looking to have a happy, comfortable life. I'm not looking to make millions of dollars. I'm not looking to lead a life with materialistic ideals and high maintenance habits. As long as I'm doing what I love and pursuing things that I feel make me happy, than I'm on the right path. And as of right now, I'm definitely on that path :]

Question

Sometimes I question myself, my decisions and my goals. I wonder whether I'm pursuing certain things for the right reasons or if I'm not pursuing things that I should. I'll make mistakes and I'll fuck up. But it's all part of this learning process. 

Decided

I've officially changed my major to photography! I really think this is for me. Wish me luck :D 

So I take a look at my life. I have music to make. I have photos to take. And as of November 11th, I have a girlfriend that I'm ready to please ;] I have so much to look forward to.

My music is progressing. I'm growing as a musician. One thing I'd like to do is get in touch with my soul, ya know. I want to be in tune with it so that I find myself. I feel that I'm growing as a person. I try to stay true. No one's frontin' here. I've been looking for a balance in all of this. That's been my influence in my music lately. I'm just the average guy, livin' this life looking for a meaning in all of it. We all have purpose, so hopefully I find more purpose in my life.

Lately, I've been trying to develop that swag in my music. That tastiness. That nasty vibe. I personally think that you can only express this swagger through music that you really mean - music that comes from your soul! It's deeper than your body. Deeper than the mind. Is it hereditary? Is it attainable? I'd like to find out. This is my goal.